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captain's log - 1.7: the rebirth

After 6 years of having this livejournal account, I've decided to change my username/create a new one.


Although my heart still belongs to Zildjian, my favorite number, and my favorite color, I figure this was best.
We've gone our separate ways.
The new LJ account still applies as this one. Private only.

captain's log 0.0 - the registration

This livejournal is now friends only.
All entries from 10/20/08 and on will be strictly private/friends only basis.
There have been too many power trips and pathetic attempts to inaugurate litigations, dramatic bullshit and other adventures I'd care to spare.

Please comment below if you're interested in reading my entries, rants, spurts and nonsense.
Please note, posting does not guarantee accepted access, this just gives me a moment to verify who you are.
I will reply to you here.

If you do not have a livejournal username (considering anonymous comments were turned on previously), let me I invite you to create a free account to suffice your stalking needs =)


sarah palin as president?

"Ohh, there are the nuclear codes!"


first annual windy city comicon


This Saturday. 10/25
$5 to get in. Even at the door.
3656 N Halsted, Chicago 60613

I better see you there with flying colors.
Unfortunately, I don't think I'll be going dressed up. I have to wait until Monday the 27th to finish my Jupiter costume!

road rules

It bothers me when cyclists, especially teenagers, never follow road rules. I almost hit a goddamn girl today on her stupid bike because she didn't stop at the 4-way stop. I had already done my stop and was in the middle of the cross when she comes bolting in front of me.
I apply that same frustration to those super serious cyclists in their spandex and racing personas when they came speeding down hills on the street, not the sidewalk, and disregard any other cars that are driving.
Then what if I hit you, is it my fault because you're a pedestrian? Or is it your fault for not following road rules? The same shit applies to you, asshole.

this guy is a riot lol

helicopter crash in aurora, il


This is like 3 blocks from my work office and the baby has my name! lol
It's kind of funny that they focus more on the child, rather than the other THREE PEOPLE who died trying to SAVE this baby in the first place.

There's still traffic around here, and the school, because they're still cleaning parts of it up.
It's so weird when things like this happen.

It's a shame though. Here are these people who save peoples lives everyday, and this day for a baby who was ill, they all just crashed.

When God gives you lemons, FIND A NEW GOD.

stop saying "that's so gay!"

During my lunch break today, I was watching the news, and one of the news breaks was with special guest Hilary Duff to talk about her PSA campaign about "Stop Saying 'That's So Gay!" I honestly thought it was a joke at first, but, it ends up being that it's totally serious. Even commercials. With other celebrities supporting it.

Article 1
Article 2
Article 3

First and foremost, does anybody else notice that even though they're trying to get you to stop using a "derogatory" word such as gay, they're still encouraging the insulting ethics? Just rephrasing it? It's totally hypocritical.
Homosexuals are almost looking for something to bitch about now and need celebrity exposure to "get their word heard". Which is pathetic.
Why are you taking that so personally?

You brats "stole" the word from it's original meaning anyway. Get over yourself.

gay [gey] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, -er, -est, noun, adverb
1. having or showing a merry, lively mood: gay spirits; gay music.
2. bright or showy: gay colors; gay ornaments.
3. given to or abounding in social or other pleasures: a gay social season.
4. licentious; dissipated; wanton: The baron is a gay old rogue with an eye for the ladies.

You're like the millionth meaning behind a word that's just been "claimed" from where it originated. Welcome aboard the slang train.
Same goes for fag, dork, cock, bitch or any other entendre.
It's only insulting if you think it's insulting. If you're so proud to be homosexual and want to fight for such a pointless "cause", then just embrace yourself, love yourself, and quit starting ridiculous dramatic temper tantrums. Being gay isn't so you can be different and have something to croak and moan about, I'm pretty sure last time I check being a homosexual was sexual interest if not emotional interest/attraction towards the same sex?
Correct me if I'm wrong.

I myself am bisexual. I'm sexually attracted to women. Emotionally, I am not. Seeing as 99.97% of us are complete nut cases, whores, psychotics, ignorant, and just flat out retarded, so dating any females is strictly out of the question. To me, if you're seeing someone, you're seeing that one person. You're taken. None of this "it isn't cheating if it's the same sex" bullshit. Another person is cheating. Cheating is cheating. Just admit you're a slut. Thanks.
Anyway, that's a whole other ball park, since I get told or encouraged with that crap all the time. Pigs.

When I was watching this news story on tv, they brought in another special guest of a lesbian student from some high school. She went on a rant about how she's been physically assaulted from people because she's gay. Alright, so there are haters in the world. Wake up. You can apply that same bullshit sob story to just about every minority, every minor, every female, every lower class, some upper class, other countries. etc etc.
People are too negative and want to cause fights over unnecessary things.

It's almost like how they use rainbows for their "signature". Dude, rainbows came from an optical effect from the whole spectrum of light thru moisture, crystals, or what have you. aka science. You're not science. You're a choice (or environmental influence depending on who you are lol).

So on this PSA campaign website, they even have a little blurb to what words really mean. So what, are you broadcasting that you "own" the definition of gay? What's that called... a contradiction?

So, I guess what I'm trying to say.... is I think people need to fight for better causes than double meaning (hell 7th meaning) words and learn to embrace more than attack.

fuck politics

I've never registered. Nor will I ever vote.

I'm not saying the literal act of voting is a bad thing. Yes, women fought for the right. I'm just saying what it represents now is stupid. Fuck it. It's embarrassing to be American.
The intentions of politics, and more so around election season, doesn't even feel more "for the people" anymore.
It's a power trip and a cock fight.
I'm not whining about anything, so the "don't vote, don't whine" thesis can stop right now. I could go third party if I wanted to, or completely neutral. Either way, what points to me, is gas is still going to be paid, taxes will never cease to exist and I'll never go to war. I don't vote, for that very reason. I live here, I'll follow whatever rules there are, because that's the way this fucking country works. Rules. Government. Not for me, but choices based on a bias representative.
Just because I don't vote, doesn't mean I can't form a judgemental opinion that voting has corrupted to be formed around propaganda and media.
Amongst a longer list of my dislike with politics in general, not "fuck the government", I just don't.
If I was such as that, I would be in Canada. With free insurance.
I haven't moved to such a thing, because I follow these such rules.
Rules is not equal to Rights.
Rules have no choice.
Rights have a choice.
I chose not to vote. It doesn't matter. Whatever shit happens, I'm going to follow through with it. We've survived with Bush this long, I'm sure I'll be alive with either of these guys. Even if McCain chokes, and then we have a Tina Fey lookalike hockey mom who hates gay marriages as president.

She'll just get shot anyway.

With my opinion I'm allowed to have, why is it all of a sudden shunned upon to broadcast? Just because it's not positive, nor democrat or republican, doesn't mean I can't have it.


Wow. She got fat. Still acts like a 16 year old dramatic waste of toxic snatch juice. Wow. Just wow. Thanks Racahel, lol.