out with the bad, in with the good.

to do:
- stop modeling, because i can't do anything with it
- start shooting (photography) more.

I'm highly considering it. I think I want to put together a decent port and shoot working with an agency. As a photographer. Nobody cares what a photographer looks like. And the constant pressure to be thin wouldn't be shunning me all the time.
I think I have a decent eye for it.
I just will take this time from now on to learn more, utilize what tools I am, get some money saved and buy some new toys. New lights. New lens. You name it.
I already have a working list of fashion models, beautiful people who SHOULD be fashion models, together so I can use them.

Wish me luck.